心靈的恐懼
星期五又是恐怖的星期五!因為我又要接受抽鼻咽組織的檢查!上一次的檢查,奇蹟地痛楚不大,所以理論上,我應該不會再很害怕,平日我都很少去想和憂慮星期五的檢查,但心靈上的恐懼是騙不過自己的!因為在我的夢境裏,我又看到醫院和抽鼻咽組織的情景,而且每個人都是從檢查的房間哭著出來的!我也因為這樣而被嚇醒!從那天開始,我又再開始恐懼了!我希望奇蹟能再臨我的身上!
posted by Kyoko Lee and her friends @ 1:23 PM
Kyoko and her friends
""我病了!!! 癌症---鼻咽癌"" ""期數---還沒有排期,所以我也不太清楚"" ""康復指數---100%"" ""身體情況---睡眠欠佳,頸痛/頭痛,鼻痛(被醫生插鼻)""
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奇蹟再出現緊係好啦,
但係唔出現呢?
唔出現你又唔信?
咁你相唔相信奇蹟先?
奇蹟可能要你去創造呀!
Hm...you sounded more and more like a Christian.
Honestly, I don't believe in miracles. It's you that makes miracles happen. Have faith in yourself, your friends and your family.
無事的! 未做不知痛不痛，不如做才想吧! 否則白白擔心了很多，令自己不開心和有壓力! 我天天都有為你祈禱的，你要加油啊! 我在等你好返和我去食飯行街的。:)
雖然我都好驚,但我知道沒有上一次咁驚!我一定會去做檢查的!我會加油的!等我好番!Jo,我們又可以去行街吃飯了!
To: 匿名者
我當然相信有奇蹟,才希望奇蹟會再臨!
Kyoko
Dear Kyoko,
Just take things as it comes. No expectation is the best. Just hope everythng will work for you!
metta,
April
Dear Yuen Ling,
Easter過得開心嗎?? 有冇出去行下?? 您上次都忍到啦, 今次一定得. Last Sat. 同家姐去左西貢&科技大學, 大家都好開心, 不過唔知係唔係家姐緊張, 佢話自己條頸好似有粒嘢, 駭c我, 第日問佢, 佢又話冇...
Yuen Ling,
sorry, 我想問下, 作為一个病人, 您會唔會好似我家姐禁成日覺得自己仲有嘢??
don't worry, be happy !! (^o^)
Dear Candy,
我和您的姐姐剛剛反相,我一直都覺得自己無野的!雖然治療都做完,我總覺得自己沒有癌症,只是我的頸腫了一個比乒乓球大的無痛的地方,而且我仍然能很開心地返工和返學,其他身體不適都沒有!所以我不覺得自己有病!我覺得是醫生判錯症!(事實當然我真的患病la!)
如果您的姐姐仍然發現頸腫了,請不用擔心!醫生曾說不用怕,因為有些病人需要三個多月,頸核才會退的!
現在您的姐姐有沒有吃五色靈芝或看中醫呀!我的親戚當叫我吃五色靈芝,但我就有點擔心!
Yuen Ling ^_^
Heard from Leg Ming Jea last night that you guys are going outing in Sai Kung today! I'm soooo jealous. I guess he told me to make me jealous and of course, he wanted to snoop around for an update on you-know-who la! Honestly, I hate being stuck in the office here with no fresh air, no sunlight and most importantly, no true friends and naughty students around. I miss the days when I could just turn back and talk to you about whatever s*** I wanted to say when you were busy working :). And you always stopped working and listened to me patiently. When I get back to school in Sept, let's hope that we can do that again! Have fun this afternoon!
Dear Yuen Ling,
您今日禁開心可以同d friend去西貢玩, enjoy!!
我姐姐e+一日幾餐都係食粉, 佢話食左粥幾个月好悶, 食粉个喉嚨會舒服d.
您e+有冇食or飲d湯水黎調理身体??
我姐姐有睇一个港大中醫, 未開始飲, 不過个中醫好鬼串....
我聽人講五色靈芝&学者靈芝都ok, 2036就麻麻, 姐姐冇食靈芝, 不過我會問下我个friend个brother, 因為佢係威院嘅放療師, 佢同d中醫熟d, 所以我會問下佢comment.
take care (^o^)
Dear Candy,
我和我的好友是去了赤柱遊玩!
因為我和我的媽媽都不懂得吃和喝什麼來調理身體,又怕會吃錯東西影響個病,所以什麼也沒有煲!
Yuen Ling ^_^
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